Heeeeey! It's May 10th already, huh? Gawd tomorrow is my birthday. In less than two hours, local time. I don't know exactly what the point of writing today is. I just feel like writing, without any purpose. Well, right now I'm at Starbucks with my mates hahahaha :D
Things flooded in my mind these days. I can't describe it. I started thinking about the plans on August, aging process, the books I must read, studying, home, him, and God. Imagine yourself in my mind. I think I have the non-structural mind like my mum. Like mother, like daughter. Well, I miss hooooooomeeeee so bad right now. I miss mum, dad, bro, my room, my parents' room, and well Surabaya of course. Going back would only cut the expenses to the UK. That's the plan I've been longing forever. Traveling broadens the mind, after all.
I always think about traveling around the world. Or maybe locking myself in my room for days, weeks or months and read the novels I've bought. I just need some time alone. I guess.
Anyway, today we supposedly went to Starbucks to review the material of this week's lectures. Hmmm, I can't concentrate today. I wanna write. Anything. Just what I think because well ya know, this is the writing of a lost girl. Lost in my own world.
And tomorrow is my birthday. I don't think anything special about tomorrow. Well it's not a celebration after all. I never think of it as special. I just thank God for giving me another chance to live in His beautiful creation, earth. Simple minded, aren't I? What I think recently is I'm about to get old tomorrow. Well, there actually isn't any differences between today and tomorrow. I'm just slightly getting older. This is an unimportant writing, eh? Just lost at the moment.
Mum's coming tomorrow by the way. Wish tomorrow will be a brighter day. AMEN
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That's the end of today's chapter
Love
xxx
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