Live Your Dream!

Hi again! I'm home already for Christmas this year. You know what, I got good news. I've finished my clinical rotation in the hospital already which means I will be facing another exam for finally wearing the title of MD (Medical Doctor). It's not that huge. Actually, I have to say I questioned my self every single day, "Is it the life I like? Am I doing the right thing? No, I wasn't meant for this life. I don't know why I chose this kind of life." Well, yeah, to be honest, I struggled a lot. Mainly with my self during this rotation period. And boys thingy. As always. Good Lord, I'm gonna take a break from opening up to another fucked up relationship. Thank you. I've had enough already. I am done. Next time there's a guy showing up again, he'd better be so good and won't leave me for another damn girl HAHAHAHA. I'm not just some kind of girls who can be replaced just like that. Ups, this is not the time to talk about this stupi...

Hi there! I've been so busy with the world all this time till I forgot that writing is actually important for me. It's good to know that not all people will read my post here. Better this way. I have to say, people nowadays are too consumed with instagram and other social media. Well, I found it exhausting to stay too open about my self so I tried so hard to press my impulsiveness by stepping back from it. I used to think that it was important, letting the world know what I was up to, but apparently it became addictive somehow. Especially when the snapgram feature was out. Somehow I realize that people don't need to know what I'm up to. They actually don't give a fuck about where I go, what I eat or what happens to me. Somehow, I see it as a platform to show off. I began to feel ashamed of what I've been doing. Actually I never thought of it that way. I loved it to share my journey, where I went, which mountain I'd climbed and so on. But somehow, these ...