Live Your Dream!

If on the last post it seemed that I was screwed, well I was truthfully. I've been living a mess since these past few years, I'm not certain since when but I did live in chaos, in my own understanding. Lately, I've been ranting about why God threw us into life without giving us a manual guide. Well, I forgot that He passed down some of His words to the prophets and His disciples; they compiled those into one book called the Bible. I don't mean to be so religious, you can skip or stop reading if you don't like it from the very beginning. Don't say I didn't warn you! As I always do, whenever I'm having so many thoughts and worries I always call my dad. He is like my best advisor in every obstacles I encounter in the past 25 years. He always knows how to comfort me with his words and strengthen me with his life's experiences. Trust me, he is the best I have in life though my mum is good to but I still prefer my dad best. Anyway, after all his wise...

Oh hello! Again, it's been quite a long time since I last posted. So things happened. Time flew. It's been five months since the New Year. Shoot! I haven't done great things so far. Or probably this gloomy feeling always comes near my birthday, I'm not sure. Oh crap! I'm turning 25 tomorrow and haven't achieved something worthwhile yet so far. Haven't made my parents proud yet, I guess. I've worked for almost 6 months in a region next to a country named Timor Leste (if you've ever heard). Well, yeah, further than Bali from home. I haven't had the chance to get back chez moi since the schedule is like hell, the airplane tickets are freakin' pricey and I'm broke. I've started working a while back as a translator of medical journals for the residents and the interns. I think I have made much money but again, the consumptive habit was hard to control. Most of the time I bought dresses and skincare products. Now, I feel completely lost...