Hey again! Been a long time not writing here. I didn't find time, or I guess I didn't make one. I guess you might think, "why does she always come up in such a bad mood?" hahaha. I know. Yes, because maybe in this kind of state I have the mood to write and maybe because I need someone or something to talk. The problem is usually my feeling is mixed up. I'm just overwhelmed. I kinda have this unclear feeling. Getting sad and depressed because of unknown factor. This week, well after the HSBP exam has finished, I lost my energy. I lost my mood for unknown cause. I don't understand. Seriously. I became extremely lazy, even for getting out of bed. I lost my spirit to study. I prefer locking up myself at my room than showing up. I think I need some time alone. I love being alone actually, but on the other hand I also need friends. I hate being lonely, but I love being alone. Complicated, eh? Duh! That's me. A complicated individual. Yesterday, I was so ho...
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