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Hi again! I'm home already for Christmas this year. You know what, I got good news. I've finished my clinical rotation in the hospital already which means I will be facing another exam for finally wearing the title of MD (Medical Doctor). It's not that huge. Actually, I have to say I questioned my self every single day, "Is it the life I like? Am I doing the right thing? No, I wasn't meant for this life. I don't know why I chose this kind of life." Well, yeah, to be honest, I struggled a lot. Mainly with my self during this rotation period. And boys thingy. As always. Good Lord, I'm gonna take a break from opening up to another fucked up relationship. Thank you. I've had enough already. I am done. Next time there's a guy showing up again, he'd better be so good and won't leave me for another damn girl HAHAHAHA. I'm not just some kind of girls who can be replaced just like that. Ups, this is not the time to talk about this stupi...

Hi there! I've been so busy with the world all this time till I forgot that writing is actually important for me. It's good to know that not all people will read my post here. Better this way. I have to say, people nowadays are too consumed with instagram and other social media. Well, I found it exhausting to stay too open about my self so I tried so hard to press my impulsiveness by stepping back from it. I used to think that it was important, letting the world know what I was up to, but apparently it became addictive somehow. Especially when the snapgram feature was out. Somehow I realize that people don't need to know what I'm up to. They actually don't give a fuck about where I go, what I eat or what happens to me. Somehow, I see it as a platform to show off. I began to feel ashamed of what I've been doing. Actually I never thought of it that way. I loved it to share my journey, where I went, which mountain I'd climbed and so on. But somehow, these ...

Hi! It's almost the end of March, eh? Life should have been better for me this year, but apparently it's not. I've been thrown by countless shits already. Well, who says life won't throw shit at you? Hmm, this past three months I've been struggling a lot on my self. Getting over the depression? The heartbreak? Well, it took longer than I expected. Though, I'm pretty much okay at the moment. Well well talking about depression. Now that I'm currently at the psychiatry department I think it's a good thing to share things about this matter. Here are the symptoms that you should be aware of this condition. Cited from the DSM - V, the diagnostic criteria of Major Depressive Disorder: Five (or more) of the following symptoms have been present during the same 2 week period and represent a change from present previous functioning; at least one of the symptoms is either (1) depressed mood or (2) loss of interest or pleasure. Depressed mood most of the day...

Till when are you going to be like this? Till when? Being lazy is not okay, unless you're a cat. Seriously! Till when are you going to settle for less than your worth? Come on! This is the path you chose, dear. You should embrace it! You should be responsible! Starting from NOW

Do you know what me time is? Well, to be short it means taking time for yourself. As stated by Oxford Living Dictionary, me time means time spent relaxing on one's own as opposed to working or doing things for others, seen as an opportunity to reduce stress or restore energy. It's a quality time for you to prioritize your own need. Why is it important? Well, you may be stuck in a schedule you should tackle on a daily basis. Without realizing, it puts some stress on you day by day. Taking time for yourself is really good for your mental health. It will boost your mood. You'll feel less stressful and more cheerful. It's important to have time doing things for yourself, even for half an hour a day. Have you ever feel tired of being surrounded by work, deadlines, people? Like me, maybe you're tired of having to study a lot and at the same time have to take the night shift. Take some time off! Read some books you like, sing, play some music, go to the gym, run, ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2017 Readers (as if there were any) I'm so glad that 2016 has ended for good. I've left behind all the past and move forward to a brand new year safely. This year, I didn't go anywhere. No party. No family. Just me and Korean drama. Oh yeah, I watched 'Oh My Venus' since Friday night. I was in the beginning of the last episode when I fell asleep. It was 11 o'clock (GMT +8) I guess. Woke up at 6 and finished that episode. I knew the ending was clich é but still I'd like to know. Like every Korean drama, I also want my life to have a happy ending. Eventually everything always has an end, every chapter of books has an end whether good or bad but it's not a sin to wish everything would end in a good way, right? 2016 threw a bad and good ending though. I've already written my review in my tumblr site. So, today I just want to write some wishes and good thing for 2017. All I want in 2017 (generally, I won't write the detai...