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New Term

Hey hey how have you been? Good I suppose. Here I am again, in the mood to write something. Good news, I'm going to start the new term in the university. It's the 4th semester. Don't you feel it's rather quick? I started my writing here in my 12th grade and it's been two years already. Wow, it really is fast, eh?

Well, let's do a flash back now. In the third semester there were good things happening and mostly bad things. It's not something I hate or want to forget, though. Ya know, I broke up with a guy and he now has a new girl (I've moved on though and we're friends) and yeah I got so many bad marks in the last semester. I argued for some times with my best friends too. The biggest failure of all, which is unforgivable is, that I questioned God's grace. 

Have you ever prayed so hard but God doesn't granted your wishes? The thing is I was tremendously disappointed and didn't have that much faith in God cause of all the misfortunes that happened to me. It was terrible you know. I started feeling insecure, lonely and worrying every single day. I was so desperate. I cried so much this last semester and I felt disgusted with myself. I should have been strong. I should have worked harder. And well, I shouldn't have worried so much cause I had Him. I should have believed in Him. I shouldn't have questioned Him. 

Well I want to get some fortunes though in this upcoming semester which is starting this Monday. I want to catch my dreams. I want to work hard. I want to depend on Him more. The thing I wanna tell you here is that, it's not enough to stand alone. You need Him. When you got some sort of bad lucks (in your perception), it's because He has prepared you a better one. Or maybe if you fail in your study, it's probably because you haven't understood yet. Maybe you haven't studied harder. Be positive. He will never fail you because He loves you, no matter what you do.

And then, last but not least, I hope I can do better in this upcoming semester. I need to focus and kick ass. I know the blocks are getting harder, but I got Him by my side. No need to worry. Do what you gotta do, and leave it the rest to Him. God bless xx

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