Been Away Too Long

Hi there! Have been abandoned you for quite sometime, huh?

It's late here, but just can't sleep at the moment. Too occupied with some problems. And here I am writing again. Been thinking about you since holiday but just had no mood to write. Thank God, I do have it right now.

Well, writing here is quite a nice remedy for a girl like me. It's as if someone was listening attentively to what I say. Well, I'm so sorry for making you miss great moments and trips I had this year. Nine months has been spent away, though. I can only share some thoughts and experience, I guess.

Well, I did so many traveling this year. Bangkok, Banyuwangi, Jakarta, West Europe. As long as I remember. They were exquisite journeys. Can't tell in details but all I can say is that they were incredibly done. I love creating my own trip. That way it's more adventurous. I learned a lot through those moments with great friends and family.

This year, too, I started hiking mountains. Been longing to start one since last year but finally nailed some peaks this year. Met great traveling partners, though all of them are boys. But they took care of me well. And I really thank God for gathering us together.

I finally followed two running events. I only walked at the first one because my ankle was injured. While on the second one, I did great for a girl who hadn't trained for four months. I finished in 23rd position. Great achievement for now. I'm having an injury again, but it won't stop me from doing what I love.

I've dealt with bad relationships in the past as I recall. But then there's this guy. Came out of nowhere. Well, I knew him long ago. But I don't know how he has captivated my heart recently, my thought, my time, every single heart beat...okay I think I exaggerate much. The thing is, this guy doesn't have to struggle to impress me or to make me like him. I just fell for him.

The last time I fell for a guy was like eight years ago, and now I fell head over heels for him. But I just don't know how to express it. How to make him understand that I'm so much into him. We're still learning about each other I guess. Friend is a term that describes him till now. Sometimes fate gives you a friend that you just wish that he/she will be more than friend, right? But for now, it's okay. As long as I can have him around.

And yeah, I'm in my seventh semester already. Did really bad on the last semester, but I need to get back up again and do my best to finish my S.Ked. Rally hope there won't be any remedial tests again which I should take in this semester. Wish me luck. God bless xx