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The Storm Is Almost Over

So, I guess I should apologize for not continuing my story about my Exchange Life in Japan. It's due to my broken phone. I wanted to post some photos to make it clear, but stupid me, I didn't save the file at my google drive account or cloud or anything. Darn it! Ahahahaha

So, My life has been a combination of ups and downs in the past few months after I went back from Japan. It was a struggle for me in Internal Medicine Department. I found it hard to adjust with the surroundings, the lessons, and the learning situations. To be honest, I didn't learn much. I didn't know what I did, duh. Thankfully, I still have another 2 weeks rotation in the department at the end of my cycle in the hospital. Well, I hope I will really use it to the fullest since it's the basic of all my practice later on as a General Practitioner.

And again, I've been so unlucky in relationship area. I had to endure another break-up after almost a year of relationship. It's been so memorable. I learned a lot. Wasn't the ending that I expected, though. I prayed like every single day that this one would be the last one, but I guess, I have to face the world alone until the next time when I'm completely ready. I don't know. This is the worst heart break ever. I gave it my all but he turned me down. He gave up on me. He gave up on us.

Well, I'm not saying that I'm totally over him but life goes on. He's okay with the condition and I should too. I have to catch up with everything I left behind. My goals, my future, my career, every stupid dreams I have in mind. Yeah, after 2 months enduring pain, I guess I have to let things go and start over. It's enough.

I have to be happy. For my own sake. For my parents. For the ones who truly love me. The storm is almost over. I think I'm about to see the rainbow and get ready for another race of my life. I know God sees what I've been through. I know I've been a sinner, but I know He is merciful. I'm going back. Stronger than ever with Him. I know I can handle everything that's about to be thrown at me.

Love xoxo

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