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Hi there! I've been so busy with the world all this time till I forgot that writing is actually important for me. It's good to know that not all people will read my post here. Better this way. I have to say, people nowadays are too consumed with instagram and other social media. Well, I found it exhausting to stay too open about my self so I tried so hard to press my impulsiveness by stepping back from it. I used to think that it was important, letting the world know what I was up to, but apparently it became addictive somehow. Especially when the snapgram feature was out.

Somehow I realize that people don't need to know what I'm up to. They actually don't give a fuck about where I go, what I eat or what happens to me. Somehow, I see it as a platform to show off. I began to feel ashamed of what I've been doing. Actually I never thought of it that way. I loved it to share my journey, where I went, which mountain I'd climbed and so on. But somehow, these days I feel that people are on it to show off their lives, to compete on getting more "likes" on their photos.

Well, my dad always reminds me to stop using social media too often. I guess he was right. I lost my time in a day scrolling down the timeline. It's useless. I've wasted my life doing nothing productive. Oh well, one thing that I used to do is uploading mellow post, or in Indonesia we call it "postingan galau". That is not good. One of my closest friends always says that I'm very impulsive. Okay. I guess he got a point. I did post mellow stuffs whenever I felt sad, confused (mostly about boys). Perhaps it was just to attract sympathy, to feel alright, I don't know exactly what my reasons were. All I know is people don't give a single fuck about it. I now realize that I was undressing my self by doing so. Stupid girl!

Hell yeah, now I prefer quieter platforms such as twitter and tumblr, and you again I suppose. I just need to clear my head. When I got so many things going on, I think I'm going to write again. Just to make sure my soul is being fed hahaha.

Will write another post soon.

See you xx