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I'm Home For Christmas

Hi again! I'm home already for Christmas this year. You know what, I got good news. I've finished my clinical rotation in the hospital already which means I will be facing another exam for finally wearing the title of MD (Medical Doctor). It's not that huge. Actually, I have to say I questioned my self every single day, "Is it the life I like? Am I doing the right thing? No, I wasn't meant for this life. I don't know why I chose this kind of life."

Well, yeah, to be honest, I struggled a lot. Mainly with my self during this rotation period. And boys thingy. As always. Good Lord, I'm gonna take a break from opening up to another fucked up relationship. Thank you. I've had enough already. I am done. Next time there's a guy showing up again, he'd better be so good and won't leave me for another damn girl HAHAHAHA. I'm not just some kind of girls who can be replaced just like that. Ups, this is not the time to talk about this stupid matter.

Back to the topic! I actually just finished my rotation yesterday. I flew back home cause I'm done with this tiring life in the hospital. It's good to be home for Christmas. Well, if I have to be honest, there are so many things have changed at home since 5,5 years ago. The thing that makes me happy is the atmosphere at home. My mum and dad don't argue much like the old days. My mum stops complaining about my father. They look happier and sweeter. I have to say they look just like the mother and father I'd been wanting in the old days.

Being home for Christmas gives me so much joy. It's not about the party, presents or other stuffs you see in the movie or tv. It's the joy to be surrounded by the people you love. I know that I argue a lot with my family, but I know that no one is ever that supportive, loving, and true to me. I've been waiting for this moment. I hope you are home for Christmas as well. May joy, love and God's blessings be around us all.

Love,
xxx

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