If on the last post it seemed that I was screwed, well I was truthfully. I've been living a mess since these past few years, I'm not certain since when but I did live in chaos, in my own understanding. Lately, I've been ranting about why God threw us into life without giving us a manual guide. Well, I forgot that He passed down some of His words to the prophets and His disciples; they compiled those into one book called the Bible.
I don't mean to be so religious, you can skip or stop reading if you don't like it from the very beginning. Don't say I didn't warn you!
As I always do, whenever I'm having so many thoughts and worries I always call my dad. He is like my best advisor in every obstacles I encounter in the past 25 years. He always knows how to comfort me with his words and strengthen me with his life's experiences. Trust me, he is the best I have in life though my mum is good to but I still prefer my dad best.
Anyway, after all his wise words he told me to surrender to God. Pray without ceasing. After reflecting to what he said and read the words of God I came to a realization that I could not do life without Him.
We may never know what's ahead of us, we are humans after all. We may make plans for ourselves, but we may never know what He has in store for us.
I read some articles on the internet about how to make an activity into a habit. Turns out it takes at least 21 days of constant effort and discipline to be able to maintain good activity and make it into a habit. So, I commit to my self to search for His kingdom first by praying more, making time for Him, reading His words and loving Him more cause He's been loving me from the very beginning.
I'm a sinner. I made thousands or even millions of mistakes throughout my life. Do I worthy of His love? In my human brain, I'm absolutely NOT. But, in His eyes I believe He's gonna forgive me and be happy for His lost child has come back home.
I hope it will last more than 21 days.
For now, one day at a time.
Bisous
I don't mean to be so religious, you can skip or stop reading if you don't like it from the very beginning. Don't say I didn't warn you!
As I always do, whenever I'm having so many thoughts and worries I always call my dad. He is like my best advisor in every obstacles I encounter in the past 25 years. He always knows how to comfort me with his words and strengthen me with his life's experiences. Trust me, he is the best I have in life though my mum is good to but I still prefer my dad best.
Anyway, after all his wise words he told me to surrender to God. Pray without ceasing. After reflecting to what he said and read the words of God I came to a realization that I could not do life without Him.
We may never know what's ahead of us, we are humans after all. We may make plans for ourselves, but we may never know what He has in store for us.
I read some articles on the internet about how to make an activity into a habit. Turns out it takes at least 21 days of constant effort and discipline to be able to maintain good activity and make it into a habit. So, I commit to my self to search for His kingdom first by praying more, making time for Him, reading His words and loving Him more cause He's been loving me from the very beginning.
I'm a sinner. I made thousands or even millions of mistakes throughout my life. Do I worthy of His love? In my human brain, I'm absolutely NOT. But, in His eyes I believe He's gonna forgive me and be happy for His lost child has come back home.
I hope it will last more than 21 days.
For now, one day at a time.
Bisous
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