Oh hello!
Again, it's been quite a long time since I last posted. So things happened. Time flew. It's been five months since the New Year. Shoot! I haven't done great things so far. Or probably this gloomy feeling always comes near my birthday, I'm not sure. Oh crap! I'm turning 25 tomorrow and haven't achieved something worthwhile yet so far. Haven't made my parents proud yet, I guess. I've worked for almost 6 months in a region next to a country named Timor Leste (if you've ever heard). Well, yeah, further than Bali from home.
I haven't had the chance to get back chez moi since the schedule is like hell, the airplane tickets are freakin' pricey and I'm broke. I've started working a while back as a translator of medical journals for the residents and the interns. I think I have made much money but again, the consumptive habit was hard to control. Most of the time I bought dresses and skincare products. Now, I feel completely lost.
I just feel tired of the whole daily routine and I surely need a break.
I met so many new people. Some are great, some are normal, some are okay, and the others are such a pain in the ass. I'm not quite sure what happens right now but all I know is I need a break from life. Can I actually hit a pause button and maybe rest for a week at least without having to worry about my responsibilities? Seriously!
25 is a fucking serious number. My friends have started their own families, raised their own kids, had fair amount of salaries, worked as a manager at a prestigious hotel, whatsover. Me? I think I'm still the same as my self at 2 or even 5 years ago. I'm not sorry for being mad at my self right now.
Okay. I just hope this freaking number will do me any good. I'm still standing on my ground. I just need to fix the things which needs fixing. Apparently my personality or goals or whatever. I need to get going. I have to start acting like a grown-up.
God, you never tell me that doing life is hard. Now I'm literally crying at the clinic.
Be right back when I'm better. Currently have a mental breakdown HAHA
Bisous
Again, it's been quite a long time since I last posted. So things happened. Time flew. It's been five months since the New Year. Shoot! I haven't done great things so far. Or probably this gloomy feeling always comes near my birthday, I'm not sure. Oh crap! I'm turning 25 tomorrow and haven't achieved something worthwhile yet so far. Haven't made my parents proud yet, I guess. I've worked for almost 6 months in a region next to a country named Timor Leste (if you've ever heard). Well, yeah, further than Bali from home.
I haven't had the chance to get back chez moi since the schedule is like hell, the airplane tickets are freakin' pricey and I'm broke. I've started working a while back as a translator of medical journals for the residents and the interns. I think I have made much money but again, the consumptive habit was hard to control. Most of the time I bought dresses and skincare products. Now, I feel completely lost.
I just feel tired of the whole daily routine and I surely need a break.
I met so many new people. Some are great, some are normal, some are okay, and the others are such a pain in the ass. I'm not quite sure what happens right now but all I know is I need a break from life. Can I actually hit a pause button and maybe rest for a week at least without having to worry about my responsibilities? Seriously!
25 is a fucking serious number. My friends have started their own families, raised their own kids, had fair amount of salaries, worked as a manager at a prestigious hotel, whatsover. Me? I think I'm still the same as my self at 2 or even 5 years ago. I'm not sorry for being mad at my self right now.
Okay. I just hope this freaking number will do me any good. I'm still standing on my ground. I just need to fix the things which needs fixing. Apparently my personality or goals or whatever. I need to get going. I have to start acting like a grown-up.
God, you never tell me that doing life is hard. Now I'm literally crying at the clinic.
Be right back when I'm better. Currently have a mental breakdown HAHA
Bisous
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